Guess what! I will be going for S.H.E Concert and most probably I will be getting the VIP Seats! Money issues are bothering me, but I can always save up! At most I shall not eat in school from next week onwards! Come home for meals! I think I can really save up if I wanna do it. I shall open another bank account soon and that's gonna be all my savings! So if I need money urgently, there will be somewhere. Or by the time I grow up, I will be some rich person or sth!

I shall start to be a independent from now onwards, since I am already 18! Shall stop relying on people on my finances. My mom dotes on me I agree! She forks out money for me if there is a need, but what I will be hearing will be she is biased and stop cheating her money. This is not soothing for the ears at all. I do grumble if my bank account falls below 1k. But that is perfectly normal, everyone does that!

Wanna just spend my money on things I like. Going concerts, seeing Fahrenheit and buying stuffs I really like a lot will bloom my day. It gives me motivation and gets me into a better mood. Not as if I am quitting school just to go all over the world to see Fahrenheit and concerts. Everyone have their own preferences, isn't it. It does give me more motivation to study if everyone out there doesn't know it. So what if Jiro and Fahrenheit are my motivation? They are indeed my motivation! I don't really care if people around me agrees, or whether they like it or not. If I know what I am doing, I think its perfectly alright!

Young in appearance does not mean I am childish and immature in thinking. I always will be trying to accept the fact, but someone just have to rub salt onto the wound again. When will all these stop happening!

There are indeed alot of things to worry about as you grow older! I worry about alot of stuffs recently and its vexing. You tends to think alot when you cant get to sleep at night. Looking out to the window and deeply in thoughts. Some of you might hear from me before what I am thinking about, but some might not. Really thanks those who always lend a listening ear! Appreciate it loads! :)